Abba, Father!
In the dark and quiet of my study early one morning this week, I started praying and thanking God for who He is and what He has been in my life. I found myself asking Him to help me better relate to Him. I had no trouble seeing Him as a friend, leader, Lord, etc. I did have hesitation when my thoughts got more intimate than that! I tried to imagine myself seeing Him as "Abba Father" and crawling into His lap for safety, etc. This made me uncomfortable.
Then, I noticed our cat stomping around in the entryway. In spite of the fact that he can be stealthy and quiet, sometimes he thunders around the house like a draft horse. Suspecting he wanted attention, I called him over. He came to me. I picked him up and placed him in my lap. As I started to pet him, he buried his head in the crook of my arm. It was then that I saw what God had done.
I love it when God "speaks" to me. I especially love it when He is so creative about it. How can I live more outside the realm of being so self-consciousness. I have a hard time, sometimes even when it is just me and God.
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